My father killed himself last year. I know it’s normal to grieve like I am. But aren’t you supposed to heal eventually? I can’t even imagine a day where I won’t feel so miserable. I can’t even imagine surviving like this for another year, much less the next 20, 30, or 50. I feel so guilty all of the time. I should have known. I should have done something to help him. But I’m angry too. How could he do this to me? To us?
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