It’s all gone. I won’t be able to pay this month’s rent. I thought I had it under control. The worst part is that every atom in me wants to go back to the casino tonight. I feel like I could win it back if I just went. But I would have to steal to have money to do that. Yeah I actually considered stealing from my girlfriend. She leaves her wallet right on the counter all the time… I don’t know what to do. The thoughts running through my head are scaring me.